I enjoy reading the Scripture passages about the potter and the clay (see Isaiah 64:8; Jeremiah 18:1-6). It's a familiar image to most of us, and we often sing the song, “You are the potter, I am the clay.” This metaphor is a telling portrait of the potter forming something incredible out of a lump of clay. It gives us hope for what is to come. It is hard, though, to think about the process from the clay's perspective.

The clay starts out with little to offer; it exists without form. The imagery implies that it is not enough to remain in this state. Life needs to be formed. But how does this process work? We need to look closely at the roles of the potter and the clay.

The potter takes the initiative. He reaches down and picks up the clay. He sets it upon the table and begins his work. He sees the potential and knows the time and work required to fashion a precious vessel. At first glance, the clay appears to have no responsibility. But if we focus more intently, we see that this is not true. The “lump” of clay, if you will, must yield to the potter, surrendering its right to remain as it is. Then, once it's in the hands of the potter, it has to submit further to the moulding process. If the clay could experience feelings, we can imagine the discomfort and pain as its different parts are moved and shifted, even when done with care. So, does the lump remain in the hands of the potter or does it escape the process? Will it allow the potter to continue the work until completion?

This metaphor has served me well at training college. Upon arrival at CFOT my back was up. I felt like I had surrendered enough simply by coming. I was not prepared to relinquish anything more. My experience with submitting to an organization of Christians was limited. Generally, I had been “in charge” of my growth and development. Could I trust God to use the college staff to mould me further? Did they have the authority to challenge me? What if they made mistakes? Wasn't I good enough? I soon realized that my “lump” needed to get on the pottery wheel!

The process of spiritual formation is difficult. The Potter himself is shaping, sculpting and fashioning me. I have come to a place of surrender. I am gaining an appreciation “that in all things God works for the good of those who love him” (Romans 8:28). In yielding to this process, God is doing a mighty work in my life.

Cadet Michelle Elsasser is married to Kevin, and they have two children, Janna (6) and Caleb (5). In August 2008, the Elsassers left Calgary, Alberta, to enter The Salvation Army's College for Officer Training in Winnipeg. Cadet Elsasser enjoys reading, hiking, creative arts and watching Heartland, her favourite T.V. show.